I stil don't like him
And I'm feeling worse about him
I think its the way they talk

I'd say its alot of small things combined but I feel really uneasy about something I have for a few days now and it sucks.

I'm really sick of waking up nie on everynight with a nightmare

It's a hard war to fight against your own subconsciousness

And all to often it will take a long time to piece together the fact that it was only that, a nightmare

They arent your usual demons, monster or ghost sort of dreams thats not a nightmare in my opinion and although the dream is frequent it never becomes less frightening

Because in all reality even though I know its impossible dying at the hands of a ghost, demon or monster would be perferred anyday over losing her.