Im the illegitimate offspring of a threesome between paranoia, anger and ugly

I dont know what to think of all that

Pain with a side of guilt

Im sorry

I'm useless

My own fucking problems hurt people other than me

I shouldnt be here

Pain with a side of guilt

Im sorry

I'm useless

My own fucking problems hurt people other than me

I shouldnt be here

Watching, waiting, worrying

I'm insane

What a pity

Time flys by

Four months is a long time

But it really hasn't felt long

In reality it should've been alot longer than four months because of all the intial stuff

People looking over curiously

"Are you guys going out?"

"Na"

lol

We may aswell of been

Waiting for the other to ask

It id eventually happen

And Im so glad ^/-\^

So four months later and we're still together happily (well I am)

I love her

Shes beautiful, amazing and completly perfect and way too good for me

I hope she isn't sick of me . . .

Forgive and forget?

Apologies, Redemption, Jusitification

Does this entirely rid the past from exsistence?

Is it meant to?

Well ofcoarse it doesnt actually if there was a magic wee pill that could make all bad memories go

away that would make apologies easier I'd say better

But they still do help

What ever happened to face to face apologies though?

The genuine eye to eye that makes you feel like you can trust, believe and move on

I guess that died with technology.... which is a shame

It would make it easy to believe.